Today, I feel like a failure.

It came on gradually this afternoon, and yet sudden at once. Which I realize doesn’t make sense. But it does to me.

I could probably figure out what I’m feeling and what I’m thinking and why.

But quite honestly? I just don’t want to. I know that generally stuffing it down means it boils later. But, not always. And right now I don’t have the energy to really care. So, stuffed down it goes.

To be continued.